arigato

many many friends and new acquaintances have eagerly tried to help me with my job search and interviews... i'm kind of overwhelmed. but i am guilty of not helping myself. kind of letting everyone down too.

i want that job, and i want to try my best to get it. but i haven't tried my best in about a yr, for just about everything. it's like running long distance. if u feel tired and stop for a short rest, it's hard to run again. gotta overcome that.