confused

someone gives me the creeps with his actions and words, and i can't stand it.
but i'm beginning to have second thoughts, even though i still don't want to look at his eyes.

wth is going on??

command and conquer

if i guess right, a certain person is playing mind games with me, and i'm the target of his/her command and conquer campaign. nothing to do with bf or love. i'm always easily swayed and once this certain person knew about my weakness, he/she proceeded to use it to control my behaviour. scary?

everything i say must be carefully processed and chosen, lest my words be held against me, lest they become unfavourable evidence in the face of possible employment. i dont know who is a mole and who is not; just know that it's tiring business filtering my thoughts.

in the meantime, have to keep up a facade where appropriate.....

email

microsoft outlook has a function which enables others to view your calendar.
today, someone at work told me that he can view my email inbox.
2 main pts:

1) how did my email inbox end up being public?
2) how would this person know abt it?

i felt totally exposed and uncomfortable. i managed to turn off that function eventually, but i seriously wonder how long this breach of security has happened and wat are the consequences.

irks

an action which irks me:

someone snapping "secret" shots of me using flash and in a group setting. i'm 99% sure he is shooting at me and i saw him positioning his camera. i can't believe someone would actually do that, when we are all seated in a circle (like at least 10 of us!)....

ughh..

freak.