command and conquer

if i guess right, a certain person is playing mind games with me, and i'm the target of his/her command and conquer campaign. nothing to do with bf or love. i'm always easily swayed and once this certain person knew about my weakness, he/she proceeded to use it to control my behaviour. scary?

everything i say must be carefully processed and chosen, lest my words be held against me, lest they become unfavourable evidence in the face of possible employment. i dont know who is a mole and who is not; just know that it's tiring business filtering my thoughts.

in the meantime, have to keep up a facade where appropriate.....